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wThe World is my Oyster |
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I've forgotten what it feels like to be normal.
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wThursday, June 05, 2003 |
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Could it be possible that....i actually feel *SAD* about the last day of school?!
ok, so today was a weird kind of day...cuz it was the last day of the semester....the last day of school....
and yes...it did make me feel sad.
i just...actually made some great *friends* that i honestly would like to keep for a long long time....see them at my graduation and wedding and all sorts of what-nots. After the final ended...we all did these weird sort of huggings....and turning to walk away, but continuing to talk about something else and all walking back, hugging again and starting to walk away... till finally Ed said he was hungry, and i said " me too !". So Ed and Me conjured up Matt and went to CPK ( yummy yummy yummy !!! ). Boy, that was one of the best experiences ever. It was just so interesting how different we all were and how similar our differences made us. Then we tried to separate again, and alas couldnt, so we went to Ed's apartment...which is like a zoo, cuz he harbors animals. =) 3 cats his 3 turtles, 5 iguana looking things...bearded dragons or something, Frankie the (illegal) ferret, and Kylie, the very lickety puppy. I got lick attacked. There's more animals, but i dont know what they are....not like you care. =)
At which we tried to separate again, but couldnt. Decided to chill a little bit while Ed took his other final, sat on a big, cold stone for an hour with Matt till Ed finally emerged. Talked about how fast life is....and they made plenty of hopeful promises of coming to visit me in San Diego and taking me to the zoo and Senor Frogs( whatever that is) and the most important, Sea World, =) and doing that thing where you pay like $100 and swim with the dolphins and ride on the whales and stuff. *sigh* cant wait... So again, i try the whole friendship thing...because Tracy said it really does work. =) and tracy is always right. =) cept when she's wrong. which is rarely ever. So she's almost always right. =)
(stupid raj-face totally made me look bad in front of the whole class by telling all these kiddos all loud how he acted like an asshole to me and thats why i dont talk to him anymore and he said he was sorry but i dont care and the whole class looked at me like i was supreme bitch or something but its just cuz they dont know exactly that he's a highly emotionally unstable king of an asshole who became more of an asshole by trying to win my forgiveness by totally humiliating me in front of the whole class.....instances like that, traceyface, that surely rape my potential to believe in that kind of *friendship*).
( when i went to go watch x-men, there was this stupid guy who kept shouting things at the screen( there's always one of those). When Mystique came out ( my wifey) that guy shouted " woooo !! i want to fuck you !!! i want to fuck you !!!" . So my friends and i all thought he was a crazy jerk. The next day at school, i told some friends in my speech class that little story. Today, this little vietnamese girl gave her impromptu speech on how she wished she was more social and had more friends and went out more. She doesnt speak English very well, and decided to tell this little story. But this is how it went. " I wish i had more friends. I wish i could go out more. Jealous was i when Laura said she went to a movie and this guy shouted " i want to fuck you, i want to fuck you". I wish i could that happen to me, you know?" she was talking about my story at the movie, but the WHOLE CLASS completely misunderstood. That was embarassing too. ="( Then my friends were like...." hmmm laura....the whole class knows some random guy out there wants to fuck you." noo !! he was talking to mystique !!! foolish vietnamese girl!! learn to speak english !!!)
I just watched the MTV movie awards. I guess i could say it was fun, but quite honestly, i felt kind of.....frighteningly disgusted.
i know i'm only 20, and i shouldnt take things so seriously....but....
i guess it was an odd sort of instance where...will smith brought his young sons and tyrese brought his little brother, and there was that freaky little girl from the ring, and all these other children, ....and they're all rockin to 50cent on stage in which he's saying " i'm into having sex, i aint into makin love" while his backup dancers shoot at targets throughout the whole performance with their machine guns, and two russian girls infamous for having orgies and makin out with eachother are performing braless while tons of girls are wripping their clothes off and all make out at the end....they did a 5 minute section solely on the specialty of showing asses...and all sorts of other things....and yes, including the Female representation of a comic book character who's most interesting feature was her humongous breasts and nipples popping out of her uniform...
umm...i dunno. I remember there being many more of these sort of things...that make me think " geez, what is the world gonna be like in 5 years, 10 years?" This is what our children are growing up with. Even hanna asked me today, she's 12 years old " laura teacher, do you know the magik stick? its such a good song, will you buy me the CD?" and then she started singing X-zibit, " i dont want to love you, i just want to uhh you". Yikes, she scared me too. She scared me, the movie awards scared me...it just all seemed so commercial and superbly superficial.
yeah, i know, relax.
But isnt the world getting more and more disappointing?
and then i considered Matt's comment about how mTV is nothing but a commercial engineered crap machine.
ha. Maybe. But some things are still entertaining....at least for now.
btw, a new wifey. Yes, i'm a girl, but i still know what's hot. And who's hot? hot enough to make my wifey list? Rosalyn Sanchez. hooowee
LaLaLa...somebody take me to McDonalds.....6 times. I need to get all the finding Nemo toys.
well, i dont need....but isnt Nemo just so darn cute? I like cute things.
like...adrienne brody. =") heehee..
hahaha...Ludacris was talking to 50cent for this interview type thing...and he was asking when 50 was gonna do a movie to consummate his entertainment career....but he said " when are you gonna make your bigg movie day-butt" ( yeah, he did it on purpose, thats why its so cute) .
anywho....yay! 3 finals down, 1 to go. But the last final doesnt even count, so thats why i'm not going to study. Now i just have to churn out that paper...=*( booo....
YAYYYYY ALMOST DONE !!!!!ok....its GO time !
to sleep, that is. =)
posted by
Laura at 11:38 PM
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